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YONDER

I sometimes wonder

The way we carry on

Forgetting life yonder

Where all we have will be gone

I sometimes wonder

If the rain would fall

On one and not another

If pain doesn’t greet all

I sometimes wonder

If not in vain saints live and die

And not in vanity and squander

Opposing to wine and dine

I sometimes wonder

If dreams are not far-fetched

Some sort of fictional blunder

Yet we stand with our hands outstretched.

I sometimes wonder

If we did not get it wrong

That life is cruel and death is fonder

For to her we so often belong.

2016

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